Started wondering if my baby wants to meet me. Does she know I get frustrated easy? Is she afraid there is not enough love for her? Does she know what life entails? Why isn't she coming?
Are these some of the reasons Asher was 19 days over due? Do my unborn children have a sixth sense?
Crazy questions, I know, but viable in some way. Right? I know, babies technically aren't over due until past 42 weeks, but that doesn't stop the midwife from trying to psych me out.
I wanted a midwife because I thought they took a more relaxed natural approach to child birth. Now, with what I've learned, I just want to have my baby at home. I don't want to go to my appts tomorrow. I don't think they're necessary.
Babies come on their due dates, not when doctors or midwives decide. A little mantra from my hypnobabies course. Pregnancy is natural, normal, healthy, and safe for me and my baby.
Of course, my baby girl wants to meet me. She's just loving the comfort of my womb. It's warm in there. It was an emotionally hard decision to wait with my son as well. And it will be now too.
I will have a happy, easy, comfortable childbirth.
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